as if inside our skulls, instead of the brain, we felt a fish, floating, attracted by the Moon.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


I really need to get out and fucking do something. I hate winter. it makes me severely unproductive.

I need to:

-take pictures
-redye my hair
-work harder in school
-eat better
-be a human being

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

that boy is a monster

I haven't been online as often recently. I suppose this should really be a good thing. I want to start painting again, and when I say that it implies that I haven't been painting which is not true, but I want to start painting more often. I used to draw/paint/doartshit basically all the time, but I haven't since high school, really. maybe being in school will make me draw more, because my classes are all lectures that are actually pretty cool, so I want to be there to listen, and I'll have time to doodle. I did lots of doodling in food science... so much love for my jolly indian professor who says things like, "if I say anything that sounds complex you should ignore it."

he's a wolf
in disguise
but I can't stop staring in those evil eyes.

monster is stuck in my head
and I can't stop
singing it
(in my head)
but it's not really that bad because
I really like that song.
monster is basically how I feel today.

lady gaga has "love songs" that are actually pretty legit.
she speaks the truth.
I empathize with monster + bad romance + teeth, etc.

Friday, January 8, 2010

this is my life

(after we finish watching another horror movie)
matson: [stands] ok, let's do this shit...[walks out of the room]
jack: what? what? [getting up] what? what are you...? [peaking down the hallway] oh, you want to make bacon.

is it the sea you hear in me

I had another job interview today. a gal who works at MAS works out of dr. riley's lab (though MAS isn't technically affiliated with UMass) and she needs an assistant. awesome!

Thursday, January 7, 2010


Love ♥

This movie was like something stephen king would write. Hahaha

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

tinsel tigers in the metal room stalking satisfaction

I want bumper stickers that are actually interesting. no where around amherst sells good bumper stickers... they're all stupid wiccan/feminist/political/dick joke stickers. where do all the great stickers I see on other people's cars come from? damnit.

I pierced my nose again, though I realize the hole I made is too far back for the hoop I want to use. I'm going to wait for this hole to close up so I can make another one. or maybe I won't wait. I might just pierce the other nostril and just plan it out better this time...whoops.

Now that I think about it, I kind of like that idea. I think I'll do that after I post this.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Saturday, January 2, 2010

totally spamming blogspot, but

I really want to post pictures of zooey deschanel, because she is the basically the epitome of female perfection. seriously, you can't deny it. I used to think that the most beautiful person in the world was katy perry, but zooey deschanel looks almost exactly like katy perry, only prettier. it's ridiculous! brace yourself because your mortal eyes are about to witness the most adorable person you will ever see.