as if inside our skulls, instead of the brain, we felt a fish, floating, attracted by the Moon.

Thursday, December 31, 2009


I'm in my room at my mother's house, which is a rare occurrence these days. I forgot I'd removed all the lamps for my dorm (now they're in the car), so there's no lights, hence the candles. pretty ghetto.


♥ stop biting my nails (as usual)
♥ learn a new skill
♥ stop being a slob
♥ be thankful for what I have
♥ take better initiative with school
♥ paint/draw more

h a p p y n e w y e a r

oh ten el oh el

pretty things 6: space

(ps) I've discovered the most lovely tumblr in the world.

pretty things 5: candles

I can not sleep (again)

I'm just browsing tumblr all night. fuck my sleep schedule these days.

anyway, since it's 3:30AM it's new year's eve now.

In 2009 I have:

( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
( ) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you


Bold whatever fits you best

Coca Cola, Pepsi, Sprite, Mountain Dew, or Dr. Pepper?

Cats, dogs, horses, lizards, or hamsters?

Television, movie theater, computer, Ipod, or gaming console?

Rock, rap, pop, metal, or punk?

Black, white, blue, red, or green?

Salad, hamburger, ice cream, chips, or fruit?

Kindergarten, elementary, junior high, high school (senior), or college?

United States, Canada, Australia, England, or Ireland?

Swimming, fishing, tanning, theme parks, or camping?

Snowball fights, snow forts, snowmen, snow angels, or sledding?

English, math, science, history, or art?

Jelly beans, gummy worms, lollipops, chocolate bars, or cotton candy?

Xbox 360, Playstation 3, Gamecube, Super Nintendo, or Handheld?

Facebook, Xanga, MySpace, YouTube, or Google?

Early morning, late morning, early afternoon, or late afternoon?

Bathroom, living room, bedroom, kitchen, or attic?

Face-to-face, home phone, instant messenger, cell phone, or chat site?

T-Shirt, hoodie, tank top, tube top, or halter top?

McDonald’s, Wendy’s, KFC, Burger King, or Dairy Queen?

Car, airplane, train, boat, or walking?

Coffee, tea, water, milk, or soda?

Drama, comedy, horror, action/adventure, or thriller?


I remember I used to be able to go to sleep so easily. anywhere, any time. lights, sounds, body position didn't matter.
I have become an insomniac.
this really sucks.